Confused...Lost...Angry...WRITER'S BLOCK.

Writing with Kevin was so easy for the longest time. At first, with the original Wake Up Sunshine, and even more so with Revolution Under This Skin. I just didn't understand it. It was almost, OK, a lot, easier than writing with Mikki. I find this odd because I relate to Mikki more. I'm a teenage girl. I know how we (well, most of us anyway) work. I know how we feel. I know how we react to things. Because I have the same mindset minus the forgetting absolutley every memory of every part of your 15 years. It all should be so simple, right? ERREP. (This was supposed to be a wrong answer bell.) Wrong. For some reason, it was so much easier through Kevin's perspective. I mean DRAMATICALLY easier. That seemed weird to me.

Now for some reason, I can't write through Kevin's perspective! I just DON'T GET IT. Writer's block is sooo frusterating. It makes me want to scream/pull every hair out of my head/throw ginormously large heavy object at walls. I never really understood why God created writer's block, or why it brings out the absolute worst in me (Seriously, I'd be in a better mood if I dissapointed my parents, which is huge to me, than getting writer's block) But I guess it's up to me to find that reason.

I just pray I can find my answers soon.